Blocked. I have been blocked, in many different ways. Mentally blocked. Physically blocked. Socially blocked. This can explain my inactiveness in my journal. Yes, it can.
Although I am certain that I am the one causing these barricades, I am aware of the life surrounding me, whispering its call, all the time, at every breath, every dawn, every sunset.
And I can hear life's call.
The problem is I can't answer it.

I hear it, I do.
I just do not answer.

Now, why?
Good question.

The point is: my inertia has reached a high position in my life and things can't go on like this.

Because it is impossible for us to know when we will be gone. I am a stupid person. I get bored of things too quickly. I do not stick to my ideals. Or fake ideals. Doesn't matter.

Knowledge can be deadly. Listen to me. Be careful with books. They can be dangerous. They can make you bitter. They can make you alienated. And so can movies and music. And information.

Information transformed me. It isolated me. Every page on the news is about human stupidity. War. Hunger. Corruption. Racism. Hatred. Abuse. Death. Death in the valley of the living beings. Caused by similar living beings. It is logical that death cannot be ignored: it's our fate to die. And it's okay to accept it as a part of ourselves, because it is. No one can deny death. And, although there are reasons to fear death, it is better to face it every day. Because even though I have my beliefs and you have yours, nobody is certain about afterlife. Nobody knows if there is actually an afterlife. Near-Death experiences have scientifical explanations. Astral projections too. And even miracles.

I can explain it to you.

It is in your brain.

It is in your mind.

It is the true strength. The true god.

To believe.

God resides within yourself. And your bridge to reach god is your mind.

Elevate your mind to elevated frequencies. Do not let information, knowledge and wisdom make you bitter, like I am right now. Use these gifts as a mean to GROW and evoLVE.

I know I can. I can - everything.

It's like the old Bob Marley used to say: "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds..." I am my mind's slave. And no one but me is able to help.

Listen to Life calling. It is cliché, but clichés are correct, most of times: live today. You do not know if you will be here tomorrow. But you can make it certain.

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Jeez.. am I sounding like a cheap self-help columnist again? Forgive me. I will improve. Because I can.

LOL.

Okay. Time to bring the ANTI-SELFHELP-MOVEMENT to hunt me.