Rebellion (lies)
The Arcade Fire

...Sleeping is giving in, no matter what the time is. Sleeping is giving in, so lift those heavy eyelids. People say that you'll die faster than without water. But we know it's just a lie, scare your son and scare your daughter. People say that your dreams are the only thing that saves ya. Come on baby in our dreams, we can live our misbehavior. Every time you close your eyes, LIES, LIES! People try and hide the night underneath the covers. People try and hide the light underneath the covers. Come on hide your lovers underneath the covers, come on hide your lovers underneath the covers. Hidin' from your brothers underneath the covers, come on hide your lovers underneath the covers. People say that you'll die faster than without water, but we know it's just a lie, scare your son, scare your daughter. Scare your son, scare your daughter. Now here's the sun, it's alright! (LIES!) Now here's the moon, it's alright! (LIES!) Now here's the sun, it's alright! (LIES!) Now here's the moon, it's alright! (LIES!) But every time you close your eyes... LIES!

Being so disconnected with myself makes many things turn the wrong way. The new year is arriving and with it, I could say that my messy life has never been messier.

Family crisis, economical breakdown, social crisis...

And no inspiration to write (because when I am inspired I usually don't write).

Good movies, good books, good music... these are the things that keep me going. Passed school and admission exams. But.. many buts.

My journal has never been so boring. I need to reformulate it.

This is a shame.