ok, why do people who are pretty complain and say they aren't? and why, WHY in god's name do they complain to ME? like, ok, i'm a fucking rat ass, and people who have boyfriends and crap are all like i'm fat. i can't even speak right now, why. i hate this. i hate ramsey. i want to get out of here and move to the city where i can be ugly in peace. i hate everyone in school. i hate everyone.