i am mad at everything.

mostly i am mad at the internet because it just plain sucks.

for english i have to find two analysis of a poem i am doing. sounds easy, right? well, it's not! i have looked at EVERY WEB PAGE KNOWN TO MAN with that poem in it, and none of them have any literary criticims or anything.i literally spent like two hours typing in things in the search engine and getting shit. now, this brings me to a new topic:why i hate my english teacher.

first of all, she thinks that just because she has one year old twins at home it gives her the right to assing 50 million pages of work and then not find the time to grade it until after we graduate. yea, kids take up your time, but come on lady, this is your job, you're getting paid to toil away reading our monotonous bullshit that we slapped together the night before it was due. if you're going to make our lives hell, at least make your own life hell too. i mean, she gave this huge ass assignment which took me 5 hours, seriously. and then we had to do some friggen worksheet and read some stupid ass poems that make no sense the next night, and now all of a sudden we have like 89 vocab quizzes and this stupid poem analysis all in the same week. gee, i don't take any other classes in school besides english. i hate when teachers think they are god and they can just do whatever they want and go home and eat lasagna and pudding and not have to rot at a computer for 6 hours. plus she is the worst grader ever. she grades based on moods. so like if her kid just puked, she would give you a c, not because you did anything wrong, but because right after she grades your paper she has to go clean up mashed peas and carrots off the floor. and when she gives you a bad grade, she doesn;t say why, nope, no contructive criticism anywhere. she just slaps a grade on it and hands it back and then if you try to argue with her, you lose, game over, that's it. and for her tests, she'll ask a question and then give you 4 answer choices, and all of them could be the right answer, so you have to sit there and play eeny meeny miney mo, and then she'll just pick whatever answer looks prettiest and make it right. oy!

now onto my next topic: school spirit.

today we had a pep rally which i did not go to. pep rallies are so middle school. i don't understand school spirit. i am aware of the wonderful oppurtunites that the ramsey school system has to offer. but am i supposed to take pride in the fact that i have to drag my ass out of bed every morning, be tortured by mind numbing classes, come home and piss away my life doing homework, and then start the cycle over again? and why in the hell would i wanna sit there and watch a pie eating contest? um, if i wanted to see people wolfing down slop with no nutritional value like there's no tomorrow, i could go to work, and at least there i get paid to clog people's arteries. and maybe after i go to the pep rally, i will go get my saddle shoes shined and go rollerskating at the rink with billy and bobby and betsy and peggy sue. and then after that we can go out for ice cream sodas and paint our nails pink. hmmm...leave school early and hang out with boyfriend....or watch people eat. gee there's one i need to sleep on.

in conclusion, just about everything pisses me off, andi need to go to sleep.