because i have no life and i wish to go into the acting/directing field, i am going to begin a project here in my very own online diary for all of those who are interested, which is no one, so it's mainly for myself for those days when i am bored out of my cranium. i am going to keep an accurate account of my life with the world as my stage, the people as my actors, and myself, as the stupid little shit everyone forgets exists.

today's topic is called, "in your face, bitches."

picture it. 7:43 in the morning, i am sitting at a table in the cafeteria by myself studying chemistry. and the joe walks in with flowers. and you know who those flowers are for? me. and you know what i have to say about all of this? IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME. all my life i have been sitting in someone's basement hearing the slapping of lips while watching a movie that no one is actually watching because if they paid attention to something other than their mouths they would choke on their tongues. and all the dances i didn't go to, all the valentines i didn't have..oh naptizzle.

not to be conceited or anything, but i feel this is my time. and you know, i really don't give a fuck about anyone else right now, because i have been trying way too hard to give a fuck where fucks shouldn't be given and now it's time to give a fuck about myself. and if you don't like it, you can shit in a hat and punch it.

and on a lighter note, i have decided that i hate all homophobes because gay people are so cool. and i hate all obnoxious members of the male gender who sit in the way back in class and crack wise ass jokes about sex and faggots and think they are god's gift to wise assism. i wish i could bring tape to school so i could tape people's mouths shut and kick them in the balls so no one would hear them scream.

now i really don't hate a lot of people, and this entry makes it seem like i do but i really am not that huge of a bitch, but some people are just so deserving of my loathing and i think i should feed it to them with a spoon. and right now it's snowing and tonight was a wonderful night even though it was so cold, it was definitely a good night and i love joe and no mo sluts!

alright, i'm off to bed.