i have calculated the meaning of life.

2+2=4.


there it is, folks, the meaning of life. and to think it only took me about 7 seconds to think of that.

that equation is constant. it does not change and it cannot be questioned. it will go on forever and it applies to anyone, anywhere, in any country, at any age. it can't be fixed and it can't be erased. it just exists.

as i write this there are another 24 hours ahead of me that i will probably waste, that i cannot get back again, half of which i will use to sleep, the other half in which i will wonder what i will do for the rest of my life, if this chemistry test keeps me out of college, if this is the last day i will be alive, if joe will suddenly decide he hates me and i will never see him again, if the world will end, if i will get famous. and all i am is just another collection of organs and blood and bones floating around so is everyone else and sometimes they intrigue me, and i bump into them, and i fall....and a good song plays and it's all ok...

i need to study.