it's over! it's all over! and i couldn't be happier! holy shit, i have entries on this from a year ago saying how i didn't wanna start school, and now IT'S OVER!! summer is so greeat. i had forgotten what it was like to go to bed knowing i didn't have to do anything the next day, no reports due, no damn sat's, no nothing. so wonderful.

so far everynight we have been going to diners, sitting in the smoking section hoping to pick up guys, talking for hours, and then coming home. i'm trying to spend my last week with claudia as best as possible, and there's nothing better than sitting around making fun of sluts and talking about vaginas just like the good old days. i'm really gonna miss her...

i don't like thinking about it because it makes me too sad. she was my best friend for so long. for awhile i thought i lost her, and i knew she would come back and she did. and i am so glad i called her over spring break, or else i would have never have got to spend so much time with her.

i'm just thinking about all i did this year. normally it takes me awhile to sort everything that happened during the course of the year and to get over it and start enjoying the summer, but not this time. i have so much to look forward to. i'm leaving in less than a week, i'm getting my license, and i'm going to be a senior and own everything. i can't comprehend it all. so much good stuff to make up for the shit this year. seriously, not one good thing happened this year. but let me just think. i'll never have to take history german or science. oh, orgasm.

people have been telling me that i will get bored in the city. fucking idiots. they live in ramsey how can they even TALK about being bored. freaks. i could never get bored in the city. and everyone is going to visit.

to conclude this entry, i would like to say that the worst year of my life is now over and it's time for all the good shit, and kou is so unbelieveable hot.

thank you and good night.