March 4, 2004
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I just took a test in my film class. The end result grade feels like it's hovering somewhere in the air. I probably didn't ace it (unless I'm *that* good of a guesser) but I know that I didn't bomb it (unless I'm *that* bad of a judge).
The answer probably lies somewhere in the middle ground. Like everything else in my life right now. I've been, and continue to be, in the rut to end all ruts. Every single decision is not...it's an indecision. See, I can't even agree with myself on how to punctuate and word my own sentences. I haven't felt passionate about anything recently. Not school, not personal stuff, not movies, not writing, not homework, not activism, not spirituality, not talking to friends, not eating, not working out, etc. I come home, put on a cd, read some Entertainment Weekly, and then go to bed. I don't know. I'm pretty positive that it's just a phase, so I'm not worried about it much. But it sucks currently. I learned in boot camp, that as long as you keep putting one step in front of the other (literally and figuratively) that sunny days and pleasant nights await. :-D
Let's see...what else is new???
On a similar note to the above paragraph, I'm not as anal about my hair anymore. The past few days, I get out of the shower, run a towel through my hair, and let nature do it's magic. No product, no comb, no worries. The Queer Eye guys would kill me if they saw me not giving a rats ass about my hair. That's why they make hats, right?
It is finally shorts weather. Although not warm, I am by no means uncomfortable in shorts, t-shirt, and light hoodie. I can't WAIT for Spring time.
My good friend Kate is going through a hard time right now. Her boyfriend is in the Army and just shipped for Iraq on Tuesday. He'll be gone approximately a year. Kate is pretty sure that he's going to be a safe distance from any hostile action, but its still going to be tough on her. She's a tough cookie though, so I'm sure that she's going to be okay. :-)
Other than that, I'm going to spend the next few minutes browsing the web like a madman.
Talk to everyone soon.
matt out
The answer probably lies somewhere in the middle ground. Like everything else in my life right now. I've been, and continue to be, in the rut to end all ruts. Every single decision is not...it's an indecision. See, I can't even agree with myself on how to punctuate and word my own sentences. I haven't felt passionate about anything recently. Not school, not personal stuff, not movies, not writing, not homework, not activism, not spirituality, not talking to friends, not eating, not working out, etc. I come home, put on a cd, read some Entertainment Weekly, and then go to bed. I don't know. I'm pretty positive that it's just a phase, so I'm not worried about it much. But it sucks currently. I learned in boot camp, that as long as you keep putting one step in front of the other (literally and figuratively) that sunny days and pleasant nights await. :-D
Let's see...what else is new???
On a similar note to the above paragraph, I'm not as anal about my hair anymore. The past few days, I get out of the shower, run a towel through my hair, and let nature do it's magic. No product, no comb, no worries. The Queer Eye guys would kill me if they saw me not giving a rats ass about my hair. That's why they make hats, right?
It is finally shorts weather. Although not warm, I am by no means uncomfortable in shorts, t-shirt, and light hoodie. I can't WAIT for Spring time.
My good friend Kate is going through a hard time right now. Her boyfriend is in the Army and just shipped for Iraq on Tuesday. He'll be gone approximately a year. Kate is pretty sure that he's going to be a safe distance from any hostile action, but its still going to be tough on her. She's a tough cookie though, so I'm sure that she's going to be okay. :-)
Other than that, I'm going to spend the next few minutes browsing the web like a madman.
Talk to everyone soon.
matt out
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