I know, I know, I shouldn't spoil the pleasures and contentments of the present by heeding the forebodings for the future...but and however, I keep thinking

"Darn! I have to go back to work in X days."

It's true, that mindfulness is the right path. Now I just have to learn it all over again, it seems. The future fears are inauthentic. All I have is the present and its joys or sorrows.

So self-evident and yet, so hard to be mindful of it in the day-to-day.