In a perfect world, things would happen like this:

I'd be able to journal when thoughts occur to me, instead of at the end of the day.

I don't really have anything to say. It's been a while since I wrote here, though I've had a lot more to say recently over in my work journal, so maybe that isn't such a bad thing. I hope to tackle the house this weekend, since we really haven't done so since...oh..february maybe?

Cleaning. Eh.

I think I only say that because I am always running, never walking through my daily routine. I'm trying to actively put on the brakes more often. Stop trying to do everything. It's hard to unlearn that behavior. Part of this is coming back from the fl homestead. I always come away from there more willing to do housework for some reason. The longer I 'm at our place, the more I'd rather be doing something else. There must be some kind of chaos/order struggle going on in our household -- on some intuitive level our two N's must be subconciously duking it out without notifying guru or myself of what is going on. N's can be like that.

So I started looking into the self employment thing. Talked to the accountant, she told me to save money and what taxes I will probably have to pay; sent an email off to a legal person I know; took a brief look at a small business loan to get my computer and maybe a scanner...and now I'm quibbling. I find myself waiting to see if this is what I want to do for real or if I'm just daring myself to take another step.