Like I'm here to fill a gap. To fill a space that was forgone when someone left your life. Problem is, this wasn't the only space left empty. You see, there are some people who leave and leave many many empty spaces behind, and there are some people like me who's only capable of filling in ONE gap. And that fucking stinks. Because I'm never good enough to be everything. Or something new. I'm just here, to fill in a cavity.

Other times, I feel like I'm here to just run some errands for you. When you need something done. A download maybe. An information check out maybe. Don't know, just know that I'm here for an errand.

Why do I say that? Because damnit, I can only see what you want in the very material sense. Never once was I there for you to pour your soul out to. And save it, the whole I don't tell anyone else shit. You do. Don't use anyone else as a convenient excuse. You see, even if does, it doesn't change any shit ass thing. Because ultimately, it just shows how much trust there is. It doesn't work all the time. But who the hell cares anyway. All you want to know about is how my "love life" is going on. Keep on assuming. Someday, you might be able to fake yourself an answer that's convincing enough. Just like how you think that "anyone else" would work.