Sooo....I haven't written in here in about a billion years. And guess what? I still don't have anything to say. But I've always been told to just write about the fact that I have nothing to say....so here goes.

- Out of school for the next 2+ weeks, which will surely drive me out of mind, even though just a week ago I was dying for break to be here. I'm fickle like that though, always wanting what I haven't got and all.

- I never get tired get tired of the line "I'm on the pavement, thinking about the government" from Subterranean Homesick Blues.

- I really want to be planning for the trip to Chicago, and the fact that it is less than a month away is making me quite nervous.

- The fact that the cute boy working at the Hot Topic or whatever it is, called me sweetheart twice while I was paying for my shirt made me smile the entire way home. I'm so easily pleased.

- I'm wondering when I will actually be able to sit back and take stock of everything that has changed in my life this year. I'm wondering how much of it will be good and how much bad. I am pretty sure there is more good than bad. Although I do wonder how many things that I used to love have been overtaken by this dramatic shift.

- I think a lot about the nature of relationships these days. What's what, and who is who. I don't think there has ever been a time in my life when I have been in so many different and varied relationships. It's wonderful, and yet very challenging at the same time. I'm amazed by my capicity to love people in such dramtically different ways.

- Someday I will own up to the fact that I really like Justin Timberlake.

- Just realized I am 12 days from turning the infamous 27. With all the holiday mess I had nearly forgotten. I think this birthday will be a good one. It surely has to be better than the past two were.

- "Easy" by Faith No More might be the greatest cover song ever. link

- Why when my life is more full than it was this time a year ago, do I also feel more empty? It's weird spending all my time talking to real people who love me, instead of talking to myself. I think I kind of miss being in my head all the time. I know this is far more healthy...but it's not what I'm used to in the slightest.

- All that being said, I like myself so much more than I did at this time last year. I am a different person. I just need to take stock of that. It's been a very long time since a single year changed me so drastically.

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I was born a child of grace
Nothing else about the place
Everything was ugly but your beautiful face
And it left me no illusion

I saw you in the curve of the moon
In the shadow cast across my room
You heard me in my tune
When I just heard confusion

All because of you
All because of you
All because of you
I am...I am