This is a rant

WHAT THE FREAKING FUCK MAN?

ID is required for fucking everything, I swear. It never hit me how much shit you need your drivers license for until I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!
It blows balls, it really does. All the fun shit you need PROOF to say you can have fun. Yes, my proof is right here in this lamininated piece of crap that has my name, birthday, sex, eye color, social security and crap I can tell you myself or you can see, oh and a shitty face unless you're a god of the mug shot. Whoo hoo it has the state sign thing on it!
It's just bull. I'm mad.
I can't fucking buy a lottery ticket without ID! I can't even GO IN A PORN SHOP without ID! I can't go have fun in a fucking club without an ID and I can't even drink without a card saying that yeah, I'm cleared by the state, you won't get butt raped for having me because I let you see my card..har har har.
I'm sorry but I find that fucked up and stupid. WHERE THE HELL IS TRUST?! What is trust? For the shady characters in the back being like "Hey kid I'll let you buy lottery tickets without ID, heeheehee!"
Really now. This is annoying. I am fucking twenty years old and I can't do this stuff that I have legal right to because I don't have the card clarifying I am twenty years old. Does anyone else FIND THIS STUPID?
I do.
Hell!
I freaking hate this crap so much!

Yes, I am mainly pissed because I can't go to the gay club with my friends and we're going to go see like a Disney movie instead which makes my mom happy but not me. I mean I just want to go dance and have a good time, not even drinking or sexing because I don't swing those ways but...durrrrh I don't have this plastic card crap.
Shit man.
I am kind of mad.
GRRRR!

So yaaay....this is forcing me to get my permit like...this coming week. I'll get the fucking plastic piece of shit at last and finally have my rights because I'm like "Hey you can take my picture and I pay to take this test that says I can tell you how to drive a car."
....
-shakes head-

Okay, I'm calming down. I just REALLY needed to get that out.

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Ahem.

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So. This past weekend was nice. I got to see the family, cruise through the Catskills. Catskills have motels about every mile it seems. They are really pretty though not technically mountains. I remembered that from my earth science class from four years ago. My uncle, who has a degree in geology explained they are like a platue thingy and are mountains because of their height but not their rock since it is all sedimentary rock and you need to be metamorphic rock to be real mountains. It's cool. My parents laughed at my ability to store random information like that.

My brother Chris's head was reeling half the time since there are a bunch of streams and such. Chris was born to fish. He doesn't smoke, he fishes. If a woman wants my brother (who is a good looking guy and has been "hot stuff" since high school) they are best off searching rivers and streams across NY. He's the guy where no one else catches anything and he will have caught ten fish. He is a magnet. He broke his hip and was on crutches in the mud fishing by a stream. Yeeeeah. That's the family recount of his fish addiction.

Um...hm....

So, I feel kind of bad. My friend Nick spent the weekend alone in a hotel instead of coming up to see me since I told him no to a visit. I feel kind of stupid over telling him no after talking to him on the phone yesterday. But maybe if he starts like...calling me more I will feel more chill. On his part I think he is less awkward to talk to me now that I am single again. I'm glad. He's so much freaking fun. Very random on the phone, break out in to silly voices like my roomie and I do and then has random hilarious conversations with passing people. I am dying laughing half the time I talk to him, haha. He has been my casual IMVU bud for two years now and now that I'm getting over the emo I'd be glad to see him. I REALLY hope I get to see him in July now. Fun times are planned but have to see what's up with where and when he is stationed next. Military friends, I tell ya. Haha.

Okay, even after the rant about the not being able to go to the gay bar I am happy to get to see my friends tomorrow. It's been like....since November since I saw Manda and at least the summer since I saw Rob. It is good to connect with my 4-H homies. They're like...the cool friends that you didn't just have a default high school friendship with but are bound by common interest.
Oooh...that reminds me, I need to see LaLa too. Now THAT has been forever. She was my BFF back when I started on JS now nearing six years ago (<---yes it is weird to write that/realize).
I'm just glad to hang with friends more this summer. They are the greatest jewels in my treasure chest of life.

Oooh. Other news! Guy has a date this weekend! I am so excited for her! I was smiling ear to ear when she told me. She gets this goofy smiley face/laughing thing going when she likes someone and is like "I'm not blushing!" Cutest thing ever, I swear. So I know that is her face right now. I CANNOT WAIT to hear how it goes. I approve of the man she's going on the date with. Guy isn't impressed by the usual man so the fact that she is even going on a date is amazing when she had half the college's basketball team holla'in' at her. So yeah...mucho excitement for me. I get supa mushy for my friends....I even squee. I don't even squee for me, k? Yeah. Might be the momma-personality too.

Wow. I have been really hyper in this entry and there is very little caffeine in me. Must be the rant-energy. That tends to do it. If I want to pull an all nighter I think I'll just get pissed. Haha. Mmmhmm. Nothing like the rush of blood in your veins and arteries.

Well that's the news for now.
Adios.
Peace.
~Lo

P.S.
How weird is it when someone you never talk to or see and have forgotten you are "friends" with comments on your facebook status randomly? It's just so awkward.

P.S.S.

The Greatest Thing to Happen Yet Worthy of 10 million Fan Screams

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Yeah.
I
do
no
believe
it!

AGH!!!!!
A FORMER JSer IS GOING TO HAVE A FREAKING MOVIE DEAL FOR HIS BOOK! AHHHHHH!!!!!
Eeep!