Have you ever had the experience of being a silent friend to someone whom you never speak to?

I kind of feel like that.

I am a silent intermediary between my friend Vicci and her past love interest but still friend Matt. I have only the barest of casual interactions with him but she confides in me about him. She tells me things about him as she puzzles why. I understand him and his actions as she doesn't and replay t back to her so she can understand it. I feel almost close to him without ever having heard these things from him. It's the silent friendship for which I can never admit, that I know him without ever having heard it from him. Sometimes I want to just go hug him or punch him but then I'd have to explain why I know these things. So it is a silent friendship for me. Despite knowing him abstractly as I do I still have no idea how to even broach his walls much less approach them personally. I understand both of them. It's so strange. I am a silent watcher.

I'm used to it. I am a confident of sorts and always have been. Just strange when you'd like to reach out to someone but to do so would be a double betrayal. So I'm silent and I live with it.

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Up was the best film I have seen from Pixar to date rivaling Toy Story. The short film was absoloutely brilliant and the movie was even better. It made me cry, gasp, eep and laugh my face off.

I happen to laugh REALLY loud too and get very hysterical. The guy sitting next to me (whom I didn't and don't know) was the same way...so yeah...two loudest laughers together and cracking up the whole time. We might have been slightly annoying. I look over at Robbie and Manda and they're like "Hehehehe" "Hahaha" and I'm like "HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! EEEEHEEEHEEHEE!" -gasp- -snort fest- "HAHAHAHA! OH MAH GAWD SO FUNNY! HAHAHA!" -snort more-
Yup. I'd redic.
BUT IT WAS SO GOOD!
Go see it, really. Every kind of brilliant and funny. One of the better stories I have seen and just a truly genunine story. I loved it! It's next to Gran Torino as my favorite movie of the year or ever. Both have cranky old guys and young kids that are semi-pests at first and a dog.
Yeah. <3!

It was nice to hang with Robbie and Manda. We talked on the way, walked around the mall, had dinner in Friendly's, talked sex a lot, etc. Robbie is going to be a go-go dancer and wants me to teach him moves. I started teaching him bellydance moves in the line to get tickets. The ticket guy's face was priceless. Hahaha.
I love my friends. I hope to get out with them more often. It's nice to chill. When we got home at 1am we ended up talking in my kitchen until 2:15 in the morning and trying on my crazy 6 inch platform shoes and petting my dogs. It was really great.

Mmm and with that I end this.
Peace.
~Lo