"Alright, don't worry even if things end up a bit too heavy
we'll all float on alright" -Modest Mouse

Just a brief lunchtime post. Today has been decent. I'm feeling better than I have in the past few days. I walked for 2.5 miles this morning before work and will walk again after work, and just enjoyed my lunch of leftover stir fry (homemade) and a tangerine. it occurred to me, I'm pretty handy around the kitchen...

I also experienced something today that I hadn't had in a long time. I don't normally drink coffee, just green tea, but since I couldn't sleep past 230 this morning, by 1100 I was pretty exhausted. I had half a small, disposable cup of coffee and felt this huge rush... it was so nice... something must be working.

I also feel good about myself right now. I've been the version of me (so far) that I always wanted to be... I've been nicer to myself and others in the past few days than I have in quite a while, and it makes me feel so good.

Anyway, nothing otherwise to report. Day by day, things will progress, and whatever happens happens, and whatever doesn't doesn't, and all I can do is put myself in the best situation possible and hope for everything else to work out.

Take care.