Ugh. I'm in class right now. Today we're going over Community Property. I don't know how much this lecture is going to help me. I think when I'm going over CP in the final weeks before the bar exam I'll end up looking over my outline from school. I had a kick ass professor for Community Property back in law school (Popovich) and I could learn more from that outline than from one day of a boring ass video professor.

I'm so sick of this. I know there are only two more weeks left of bar review (well Bar/Bri anyway - I then start PMBR, my other bar review class), but it feels so much longer than that. On one hand, I want this to be over and done with. I hate it and can't take it anymore. These are seriously the worst days of my life. But on the other hand, being done with this class means I'm so much closer to the bar itself. As of tomorrow, there will be only four weeks left until the bar. It will be a downhill slope from there. Like me sliding down a mountain and into hell. I'm doing my best, and I don't know if that's going to be good enough. There's this sinking feeling inside of me that my best won't do. That no matter how hard I work I just won't be able to pass the bar. I keep trying to put that out of my mind, but it keeps nagging at me. What if I don't pass the bar? Where do I go from there with a worthless JD degree? What will I do? Who the hell will hire me? Ugh. I can't take this anymore. I need a vacation. Everyone else is getting a vacation after the bar. I'm not. I get jury duty and then job hunting. No vacation for me. I'm so gonna end up homicidal or just cracked beyond all belief sometime within the next few months.

I don't want to be here anymore. I want to go home, get my homework done, and pass out. For any of you out there reading this who are considering law school down the road - don't do it. Just don't. It just isn't worth it.

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