I've been spending all day studying. This is my break. And when I log off I'll do more studying. I'll study until I go to sleep and then I have a feeling that I'll be going over things in my head. I've worked my ass off and I still don't know anything. I have a feeling that the next three days will be the worst of my life. I just hope this hasn't been for nothing. I don't want to have to start doing this again for February's bar. I don't know if I could.

I am not ready. I don't feel ready and I don't feel confident. I'm scared to death about the performance exam - I just don't get those. And they're a large part of the grade. Tomorrow will be three essays in the morning and a performance test in the afternoon. That's all I know to expect. I also know that I can't bring anything into the room with me other than my admittance ticket, my ID, my computer, and writing utensils. I'm so glad that Mom will be there with me to watch over the stuff I couldn't leave at home. That will really take some of the stress away. But I'm still not ready. And the official freaking out has begun.

So, tonight's plan is to study, to order in some food, and to get to bed EARLY. I have to get up around 4:30 or 5am at the latest tomorrow morning and sleep dep would be a bad thing to deal with tomorrow. 6 hours of testing and it's only the beginning. *sigh*

Here I go. Wish me luck, I'll need it.

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