Did not watch Broken Flowers. Read astronomy after all. Aaron fell asleep five minutes into restarting the movie for me. I was too suspicious of him to want to sit in the same room with him "sleeping." Lately, not sure if it's nodding off or genuine tiredness. Or tiredness from keeping himself up all night doing ebay and who knows what else.

So, reading was actually me zoning out on the same paragraph over and over. This crap with him is even worse for me during the day, with the kids. I'm over here chasing my tail instead of losing myself in three childhoods.

I've pretty much ignored him all month because I don't trust him. I don't feel like being around while he finally hits bottom. Might not be.

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Listening to: Gravity Rides Everything by Modest Mouse