I have been out of work sick. My right leg started acting up again. I get cellulitis in it frequently and we can't seem to find a definative cause. Doctor prescribed meds but it seemed to take longer than normal for me to feel normal. I started to come to work but then I got real sick. I will spare the details. The antibiotic the doctor prescribed and the ongoing meds I take to control my migraine don't agree with each other in my body. I stopped the antibiotics. -doctor knows. We will need to watch my leg; but when I was talking with my husband, last Thursday, I went to bed at 6:30 not 7:30. Apparently, I was fighting something then and didn't realize it. Add to that a Saturday of out and about and a Monday of Things to do, and my body said enough. I have to learn to recognize those signals better! I did read some but I didn't even crochet much. And yesterday I didn't even go to my normal monthly crochet meeting! :(

I read the comments from my previous post. Teri is my best best best friend. I.E. she has known me from grade school. I can't hide the truth from her- she is right. I don't think the same way I use to. But here in the workplace it is a little more than that. I don't 'see' things that can be improved that others see easily. I don't pull apart day to day activities the same way. And I don't know if I should or where to start. That is the type of activity that I need to improve on. That is what they are looking for-that type of creativity. I am good at following a task, but the task has always been given to me. I am good at improving the task, but developing my own task-that is a different can of worms if you will.

It is like being told to write a story about anything you want-for those who are not writers. Or being told to make a soup for those who do not cook (from scratch); or make a quilt for those who do not sew. Where do you start? How do you start? I am going deep here-but where did you start?