I guess that is a popular entry with me since it popped up when I started typing it. Oh well, saved some typing!

I am home sick-am feeling better but didn't sleep well and had migraine last night-between calls on cell phone every 20 minutes-no one there, finally had to turn off cell phone. Hate doing that. and SO getting up and down cause he couldn't sleep-he was afraid to "cuddle" cause he would hurt me-his excuse not mine. No- it is my fault of course. He is, or I should say was working from home, but decided to take sick leave for the afternoon since he wasn't feeling well. I think he expected me to go back to bed with him-that would be my normal behavior. Not this time. It doesn't solve anything-although I told him to have a good nap and that I would see him in a few hours. I think I surprised him.

I have been going on to BPDfamily.org quite a bit and reading-discovered a few things-my mom probably had this condition, and if not my dad-then he was and enabler of highest degree. And I married someone like my mom. I think that she knew that too-that is why she liked him-my dad didn't and that is probably why. Ironic, now I have to see if I can make this work for me or if I need to leave for the sake of my health- I don't think that my diverticulitis episodes are all diverticulitis-I have been watching them. Some of them are occuring right after these fights. It is the high stress. I will be contact EAP tomorrow and I will be talking to my boss after I do.
It could just be a different trigger.

I just finished reading Eragon, and am starting Eldest. I forgot how different the books are from the movie. They really changed the storyline from the beginning.

I have the graph paper to plot out the afghan and have been working out in my mind how to do it. I am not going to plot out the plain single crochet rows, just the post stich or decorative rows;so only every other row will be on the graph. I hope to do it this weekend.