TT hit the nail on the head when she said that B would start 'courting' me all over. It has started. Now using Groupon to go to Comedy Club next week (3months old); and the following week go to painting and wine class. Then he asked about Groupon to see Cherry Blossoms by boat. I had wanted to see them before this all blew up. Now answer was no. I told him we could be friends. I think it is hitting him.

Very nicely. I have already told him that HE made the choice to move out of the bedroom into the living room. So, the living room is his bedroom, If I want to be alone, I will go into MY bedroom and watch tv there. I will read, journal, be at peace. I will close the door. I will plan. The bedroom is big! And the walk in closet is actually big enough to leave the door open and have a small sitting room! So, I will be comfortable.

The budget show that even after allowing for food and medicines, I will have $300 left over (savings for move). Better than I thought. At least for now. I told B that DD and DS will have to suffer on own, I cannot support them. He said he will. For now, I am paying half the IL house and half the cable bill. I told him that the IL house has to be sold. He doesn't want to sell. I will quit claim it to him if push comes to shove. I know he will make me out to be b***ch to DD and DS. Oh, well, guess in this I am.

At lunch he asked if I still wanted him to go to Docs tomorrow with me. His manager hasn't given the ok yet. I thought hard and said no-using his work. But I really don't want him there. He's not coming.

Tonight I will be doing dishes (from last night) and making tonights supper while he clears out the rest of his stuff. After supper, I will be moving things around a bit to be more comfortable. I think that I will move the cat's litterbox into the bedroom so that I can close the door at night. Then I will sit on the bed and relax.

I thought that I would be coming into work tomorrow, but I don't think that I will be. I think that I will be stopping by the front office and talking to them about renting an apartment on my own-I need to see how much etc. And need to make sure he doesn't find out the apartment #. Or maybe it would be better to move somewhere else, except I know where everything is, it is a safe neighborhood, and I love my pharmacist!