i really can't stand people who bitch about everything and then tell people to shut the hell up when they complain about things. and no, i am not referring to myself. i don't complain about everything, just a few things that annoy me. if you read this diary, you will see the same thing pop up over and over again...mr kenduck, my mother, people, and that's basically it. anyway, there's some people in my school who think they are better than everyone and feel the need to announce that fact every chance they get. one such girl is in my study hall, and today we were all sitting about talking about college and how expensive it is and how we didn't know how we would afford it for our kids. so i said, "if i had kids, i would make them work for their money, just like i have to." and this girl was like, "well you aren't having any kids so shut up." it's things like this that piss me off. was it really necessary to be nasty like that? and the way she said it was all nasty and bitchy, like i was some barren old hag who would never reproduce. yes, it's true that i hate kids, but you know what, shut the hell up. and she's always saying how everyone from this town is so gay and everything we do is stupid and she can't wait to get the fuck out of here, and in the same conversation as the college thing, we were talking about physics and how hard it was, and she was like, how can anyone think that it's hard, everything in this school is so easy, i don't understand why people think stuff is so hard. because maybe IT IS, you asshole. and that really, really pissed me off, because i happen to think science is pretty hard, and math too, and she's always making it seem like it's the easiest thing on the planet and what the hell is wrong with me if i don't get it. well you know what, i am sorry i cannot master the theory of relativity, but jesus christ, you don't have to call everyone an idiot just because you understand something. a lot of people can't act, but i don't go around calling people stupid and gay just because i am better than them at it. and i do say i hate kids from school on here, but only the ones that are well deserving, i do like people too. and you know what, if you're so god damn smart, and you hate everyone so much, why don't you do us all a favor and GET THE HELL OUT. lots of people graduate early. and as she was talking about her plans for the future, she said things like, i'm going to go to college in california and then transfer to new york city. yea HAVE FUN PAYING FOR THAT. and she also said, there's no way i can't be rich. what a fucking moron. god, self absorbed people like this really piss me off, because they think they can just sit on their asses and smoke weed and party every night and then one day they will just wake up and be rolling around in money. yea, it doesn't work like that.

now that i have got that off my chest it's time for...

THE YEAR IN REVIEW.
basically this year sucked and i would rather lose all my limbs than have to go through it all again. now there all these idiots telling me i should be more positive and that i won't get anywhere with a negative attitude. positive? for what? tell me, how is one supposed to be positive with all the shit they load on you junior year? i'll be positive. i can't wait for this shitty ass year to end so i can be a senior and own everyone and not have to take classes that piss the bejesus out of me.

the year began like it always does with me in tennis.

then came hspas.

then came sat's.

in between there were some guys.

and then comes finals.


drama was pretty fun. sometimes it was boring and sometimes i never wanted it to end. i never imagined myself actually being in a play, i never thought i would like acting so much. but here i am, going to a summer acting school, basing my life in a dream of becoming rich and famous. chemisty would have been a sucky class would it not have been for the sexy teacher. god, mr van ry is so hot, and i don't care what anyone says. not only was he hot, but he was cool and funny, and made jokes that i actually laughed at, and was a good teacher so that i actually understood what the hell he was talking about. gym sucked. german was horrendous. i cannot tell you how much i wanted to throw myself out the window everytime i entered that class. day after day of german verbs, stupid pointless videos with awkward pseudo germans, parts of speech that i never will understand, and having to look at her face everyday for 40 minutes. i don't know what her problem is. she thinks we like german. she thinks we like reading stories in a language that sounds like someone is taking a chainsaw to your vocal chords. taking german was probably the biggest mistake i ever made. i should have dropped and it took spanish like everyone else. too bad i dropped german for next year and filled it with some bullshit classes. english also sucked but not as much. i had my friends in that class and some interesting people such as the wigger and the earthworm. it really wasn't that bad. math was boring, and i hate math, and yea...


and then comes history.

i hate mr kenduck, i hate him so much, and by now he must know it too. everyday, even in the last few days of class, he is the biggest ass fuck alive. i took a picture of him with someone's cell phone, and he made me delete it, and he was all serious. he was like "i either want the phone or the picture removed" and he was all up in my grill. like i was going to post it online and make money from it or something. no one wants to see his ugly ass anyway and he probably knows it and doesn't want any photographs on himself to remind him of his rodent like features. everyday i have ever had to sit through his class was like pulling off my toenails one by one and then be branded by a poker like some cow and then being chopped up into tiny pieces and served on a slice of toast. everything about him sucks. there is not one good thing i can find about him, he is just a fucking moron, and i know he is gonna ask the stupidest shit on his final and then not have sympathy for anyone and i hope he gets attacked by a possum.

there are also several things i would like to say to people in my class. first off is devin, who constantly called me ugly and fat until i moved to the other side of the room. i hope you shit your liver out, devin. and to ramon, i hope your testicles shrivel and fall off. you're an obnoxious little shit and you'll never fuck any girls from camp.and to my friends..this year sucked, but next year is going to be good, and we are not gonna let little skanky freshmen contaminate the school. and last but not least...there is one guy in this school who i think is hot. jesus christ he is so hot. too bad i won't get to look at him anymore because he is graduating. oh well.

and that concludes it folks. thank you and good night.