With Mingkai home and all, I suppose its back to usual business now isn't it. This work shit is scaring me- like really. Damn its been so long since I last felt so stressed. And yet something tells me its probably fruitless to try so maybe I should just screw it. But then something else tells me that if I fail because I didn't try, then I'm going to hate myself. It's all down to Cost-Benefit analysis now.

So with 1 month left, the end of years approaches and that really really freaks me out. I mean, I haven't gotten down to actual work, you see. Ahhhhh this is such a pointless post. Back to work.