You know they say, the less you hope, the less you get disappointed, and the converse is true. I suppose its time to get down to earth and stop hoping that much, and perhaps, be a happier person. It's been quite sometime since I was last happy, but that doesn't necessarily mean that I was sad or anything. It's that limbo in between happiness and unhappiness I suppose. It is time I inserted some meanings into my life.

One thing's for sure, for the past 16 years, birthdays are just any other day, minus the fact that i was born 16 years ago on the very same day. It's the usual mundane stuff, just getting through the day by the by. See, here's where meaning in life comes in. If only I could attach a value or some sort with my birthday; if only it meant something, anything; it would be worth alot more celebrating wouldn't it? And then I would have something to look forward to, wouldn't I? And as a result I'll be alot happier, am I not right?